Friday, December 26, 2008

In the Fish's belly



Од едно Море

Тој носи бисери во меѓу прстите,
и тоништа морска вода во очите
и бродишта тешки кои
бавно тонат во мислите ми
кога ќе ме погледне.

Тој го носи Ветрот на плеќите
и кога усниве неговите ќе ги допрат
личи на стогодишна измазнета
школка собрана покрај брегот.

Тој ништо не знае
и ништо не сеќава
кога јас ката-ноќ
во сонот му се прикрадувам
да му го украдам Морето
и да го вратам
во Изворот
таму каде што припаѓа.

*****


He has Pearls in his palms
and tones of sea water in his eyes 
and ships that sank in my thoughts 
when he look at me 

He wears the Wind on his shoulder 
and smells like sunrise 
and feels like surface of a finest shell 
when my lips touches him

He knows little 
and senses nothing 
when I enter like a fish 
every night in his dreams
to steal his sea 
and take it back to the source 
where it belongs 

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Best time of the day


Why do I wander in these 
small holes of your dreams 
longer then time
wandering that brings me
 closer to the Sun 
 closer to the Circle

You put a look on me 
as a fire in the water 
and then run away 
in the shelter of your shame 

God didn't meant to 
make the day so long 
but hence he was waiting for 
you to come to me 
too long even for the Moon
waiting for her Lover
but she always falls a sleep 
too early 
those small substances of time 
are the best time of the day 



Friday, November 07, 2008

The boy who is looking for his love


She doesn't have a name
but he follows her 
She doesn't smile back
but he holds her hand 
She is always tired 
and drifting far 
but he bend his head slowly 
to whisper to her ear
sweetest words 

They sail to the East side 
when the sun goes West
and sail back West
when the night come
and all the stars whisper
to her ears
"Open your heart, 
your lover is here. 
Not across this Ocean
not behind this Moon
not across this sky."

Just a small breeze of love 
and 
 the sleeping boy woke up 
looking for his love among millions 


Come closer


I let you speak 
not because I understood your language 
but because my ears couldn't get 
enough of the voice that 
drunken them 

Unknown happiness
 from gazing at you
made these eyes smile 
like a child 

And just for a second there
as I blinked,
lost the center
 and 
you took away all the blessings 
in just 
one 
move

Come back to  this island 
Give me back my freedom 
as I'm trapped in you
Don't pretend not to notice
my helplessness 
all the weakness in the mirror 
are gifts for your ego
Come, come
and come closer 
The first time I lost your presence 
I almost lost my senses
being deluded 
by the scent of desire 
the second time 
you granted me with your presence 
I understood the meaning 
of the scent that deluded me 
Come, come
and don't fear to come closer 




Thursday, October 16, 2008

Ete ti

Ete pak ti 
uspevash - svetot moj da go zavrstish i pak da ostanesh vo centarot. 
Ete pak ti
uspevash-bez i malku trud da me premestis na tvojata dlanka
Ete pak ti
uspevash da lichis na film koj jas bi go rezirala
Ete pak ti 
uspevash da me naterash da pisuvam bez ritam
Ete ti, pak 
ne trepnuvash pred moite vozdishki :
nemo plovish kon krajot na ovie spomeni:
i ovoj mig za tebe e vo minatoto:
 pred tebe jas a ti vo
senkite na nepovratot me barash


Thursday, October 09, 2008

House of Love


The Ants 
built the House of Love
and invited people 
small enough 
to enter the
door of Happiness 

On those capital letters
 I didn't put my bet 
not knowing 
that the House is Yours
and the door is mine
I've been opening and closing 
this gateway 
sometimes unwillingly
other times 
unfortunately! 
Does it takes a lifetime 
to know 
that the one I need to allow 
to the House
is myself. 
You come at night
to the place in the Universe
where I rest my soul
to remind me
of 
HOME
Then 
again you place me 
in the Center
of the 
World 
that doesn't 
means anything to me
without You! 

A Walk in the Dark


As we walk the valley of loneliness
your steps reads my absence 
my face
 is not a mirror 
but a frozen lake 
-you'll find nothing on it 
of the wind you blew 
and 
those small things that you didn't said
and those big inches of distance 
that wraps us
makes me feel as a 
gift
forgiven in an antic shop
For a moment there
walking along the valley of starless night
I become to see-
the feet getting tired 
from these stones
are only one pair
and the other pair  
walks the path  to my heart
for a very long time
As a wild animal
lost in the forest
I start running back
to your trails
that leads  to familiar path
If you get there before me,
please wait!
Even a shaman can lose his way
to the treasure of wisdom
and 
this prophet of love too,
also get lost 
in the starless nights


Thursday, October 02, 2008

All or nothing (inspired by Lust,Caution)


 
You was never alone...
there was some shadow in front of you while 
you talked to me
a bag on your shoulder heavier then my look
while you walked with me
a someone
someone 
someone 
a someone 
waiting for you on the shore 
while you was drowning with me 

You should never enter a river 
if you are afraid of water
neither cross a bridge
 if you are afraid from end
never read this poem 
if you are poisoned by meanings 
or call my name 
when it doesn't sound right between your lips
Leave that someone you haven't seen
 abandon Self
and then come to me
again 
You surrender your All or nothing
thats the deal


Thursday, September 18, 2008

Some statistic


Was I too far for your eyes
or too close for your whispers 
Was it too early for a moon-watch 
or too late for a sunrise 
Haven't we earned  
in the past millenniums
 of wandering
around the volcano of desire
to see the butterfly's dream 
in a blink? 
Have you count the times
when you actually mistook 
a worm for a butterfly? 
Have it ever occurred to you 
that they are 
both -a worm and a butterfly
in the same time
and neither is possible without 
each-other's existence,
but, sometimes 
they
just reflects differently in your eyes...

Was it too colorful the dream of the worm
for a simple butterflies like us? 

Saturday, September 13, 2008

In The Arc of Your Mallet by Rumi


Don't go anywhere without me.
Let nothing happen in the sky apart from me,
or on the ground, in this world or that world,
without my being in its happening. 
Vision, see nothing I don't see.
Language, say nothing. 
The way the night knows itself with the moon,
be that with me. 
Be the rose nearest to the thorn 
that I am.
I want to feel myself in you when you taste food,
in the arc of your mallet when you work,
when you visit friends, when you go
up on the roof by yourself at night.

There is nothing worse than to walk out along the street
without you.I don't know where I'm going.
You're the road and the knower of roads,
more than maps, more than love.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Open window


I used to know 
if the birds cry or sing
now even my own voice 
seems distant 

I used to walk in my own circle
with days
now even stillness 
makes me tired 

In nights like this
when I sleep with open window
chasing stars for my dream
you can enter as a thief
and take what is yours 


Wednesday, September 10, 2008

忘れ物


I found the wind in my hands 
and the dust in my eyes 
that you left behind 

Tuesday, September 09, 2008


There-between new stars and old lights
I will look for the secret 
hidden from me 
as the day from the night

Here-between today and tomorrow
I will ask the same questions 
again
walking the same walk 
to the wall of confusion 

Inside this balloon of your creation
I will disappear as a bubble -
that is the law of the existence... 
All the comings and all the goings 
are inside of me 
I haven't moved an inch 
from this center 
of circling around my longing 
for You. 

 

Monday, August 25, 2008

As a leaf


Trembling,
falling,
flying ,
transparent
and
easy
as a leaf
you made me feel...

Monday, July 28, 2008

Cursed Sunshine


In this ocean of
longing
for your coming
I am
just a microscopic fish
-silent, calm and sometimes
colorful.
You send light to my ocean
and water to my universe
you bring joy to this waiting
and meaning to these waves.
But some days more then other
I miss you
and I curse the water you send
and the sunshine that keep us apart
- you are inside me
but I want you next to me
I want you to take one human form
and come to me
not just as a light
I remember the promised "island" of loneliness
that you showed me,
and I know that I am week and
foolish for being just a transparent fish
that cries for your colors.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Drugo nebo


Izgrebana ljubovta mi ja vrati vo cetiri sabajle. Bez da zvonish i tropnesh na vrata, preku prozor ja frli i izbega. Ne znaes ili ne sakas da znaes deka za zidot me zalepi taa ljubov sto ja frli kako vrel kosten nazad vo moite race. Cekoris sega sam niz tunelite na moite sonishta barajki mesto za son. Ne ke najdes mesto za pokoj ni vo sonot mi ni vo sonot si . Pobaraj drugo nebo za proshka. 

Sunday, June 29, 2008


After the typhoon

I entered the garden naked

All day picking up tomatoes

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Vrzani


 Vrzani za drvoto na kopnezot milion i nesto godini stoime ispraveni...a sega eden do drug kako za prv pat, kako stranci...
Nemav vozduh dovolno za vozdiv i pogled vo tvoeto more vo koe se nauchiv da plivam koga zaboraviv deka postojam. Na milimetri podaleku od moeto ludilo stois ti so izgubena memorija i izvalkani sonishta. Doaga nekoja druga" jas "da me zameni vo tie momenti na poraz pred realnosta, i glumi ludilo, glumi polosho od koga i da e deka i mene me nema. Begam jas, vistinskata jas, begam vo posigurni hodnici so izlez na more i svez vozduh. Tamu sme nie pak cisti i tivki, kakvi sto bevme koga dojodovme za prv pat na ovaa scena. Te dopiram so vozdishka i se vpivam vo tvoeto telo. Blizu sme do moreto vo koe prestanavme da postoime za svetot a pochnavme da postoime vo sebe i za nas. Tolku mnogu raboti imam da ti kazam...pominati stoletija bez tebe...so eden pogled te zalazuvam i pak begam nazad vo dupkite na realnosta.Tuka stoime jas i ti kako stranci.., kako dvajca koi nemaat mnogu da si kazat. Jas predavnik na sebe si, ti izpraznet bunar vo moreto od nasheto minato. Tamu sum i jas vo taa praznina pochivam, no nemam hrabrost da ti kazam, nemam hrabrost da priznaam. Ke se napolni bunarot eden den so nashata praznina i ke isplivam jas na tvojata povrshina.Ke bide toa poskoro odkolku sto ochekuvash. Pochekaj... 

Sunday, June 22, 2008

the invisible

Sculpting the invisible 
a street artist disappeared before
I drop my coins in his hat.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

some Rumi (again)


THE AWAKENING

In the early dawn of happiness
you gave me three kisses
so that I would wake up
to this moment of love

I tried to remember in my heart
what I’d dreamt about
during the night
before I became aware 
of this moving 
of life

I found my dreams 
but the moon took me away
It lifted me up to the firmament
and suspended me there
I saw how my heart had fallen
on your path
singing a song

Between my love and my heart
things were happening which
slowly slowly 
made me recall everything

You amuse me with your touch
although I can’t see your hands.
You have kissed me with tenderness
although I haven’t seen your lips
You are hidden from me.

But it is you who keeps me alive

Perhaps the time will come
when you will tire of kisses
I shall be happy 
even for insults from you
I only ask that you 
keep some attention on me.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Endless


I am walking fast 
to the restless arms
of your love
There is nothing 
that can stop this
wild chasing 
that started between 
my universe of dreams
and
your Universe of Creation
In all sleepless nights
I stretch my hands 
to embrace you
In all shinny noons 
you send warm silk
 to cover me with joy
and remind me of your name
You are never too far
even between these letters 
your shadow lights their meaning
and bring back your love to me
to the place where it belongs-
again and again



Sunday, May 18, 2008

It has been a long time


Falling from the sky
straight to my arms
-your sunshine under my 
eyelashes-
there you choose to rest for a while
You smile just as I saw you 
the first time
we all know that smile 
but somehow forgot
and you bring it on your clouds in a rainy day
in  my forest of expectations. 
I need no umbrella to cover this joy
you come as I was crying 
and lift me up to your lips
now I know where I belong
It has been a long time...
since you called my name
it was the first time for me
to hear it in this narrow path Im walking.

Further then this air of illusion 
you sleep between the stars
and light the Universe. 
There I also belong
I know now...
it has been a long time... 

Friday, May 09, 2008

All the way around


I can't forget

I only regret-
for being so quiet,
for being so loud 
for being so cold,
for being so warm...
I can't forget 
I only regret-
for talking for hours
for walking with days
-not straight to you heart
but all the way around.
I can't forget,
I only regret-
for being so stubborn 
and never having any regrets! 
I can't regret
I and how could I ever forget
your presence and 
the sweet-bitter taste of your 
whispers in the night
and those pause you made,
in which you buried all the words
you needed to say.
Really,
I can't forget! 

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Desert of Love


EDNA TROSHKA LJUBOV NEMAM

CELATA JA  RAZDADOV ZA GROSH ILI DVA

I EVE SEGA CELATA MI SE VRAKA-

PUSTINA OD LJUBOV OKOLU MENE

SAMA VO NEA

KAKO IZVOR KOJ SE KAE STO

NE E SAMO EDNO ZRNO PESOK

VO TAA PUSTINA. 

Sunday, April 13, 2008

modern haiku

欲しい 思い出、友達、
ステキな恋人 欲しい とにかく 
とりあえず 休みをください

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Oscillation













I'll reserve a valley for us on the moon
and there I'll wait for you until the Sun rises 
I'll reserve a tree for us on the moon
and under we'll be kissing till the Moon 
crosses the Earth 
I'll reserve a special place for us
a secret place between the stars
where you'll be able to see me
as I am
equal to the Stars
brighter then the Moon
warmer then the Sun
and still oscillating on this Earth
only for You! 

Thursday, April 03, 2008

Pale white













Green after red 
and yellow after blue
wherever you go
all the colors follow you

And I am so simple
-pale white
so you can't see me
right?

I am there-
where ever you go
I follow,
when you sleep
I color your dream

Pale white as a fog
or a ghost
pale white
as the color you
happen to ignore most.

Thursday, March 27, 2008

The Threefold Path by Richard Rose




I come to you as a man selling air,
And you will think twice at the offer and price,
And you will argue that nothing is there,
Although we know that it is - everywhere.

I bring a formula largely untold, -
Of forces mixed with between and betwixt.
And only seen when allowed to unfold.
And better felt when the body is cold.

I have a map to the home of the soul,
Beyond the mind is a golden find, -
The paradox is a guide to the goal, -
Though doubt is sacred, each man is the Whole.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Bridge


Bridge

You don’t let me pass through...
Its night and I beg you
-please …
you don’t let me pass through…
to the other side of the bridge
where you stand to come
and share the moon with you...
Then why did you put the bridge between us?
Isn’t the bridge a road that connects,
Not a deadly rope that sets apart?
Its night and I’m cold,
My whispers cross the bridge to reach you..
but, just a cold air from the other side of the
bridge comes back like an answer…
Why did you put the bridge between us?

Tuesday, March 18, 2008


And when you are close to me its like nothing else in the world

When We walk
we took same steps
-some steps that brings us closer
When we talk
we choose same words
-some words that takes us further
when we think
we do same mistakes
-some mistakes that stand between us


Nothing is the same
for me anymore
since you entered
this labyrinth of longing
I know how to go out
from here but I don't wanna
leave without you
Every inch that you move
its an earthquake
every slight change in your voice
its a conclusion


And when you are close to me its like nothing else in the World

Monday, March 10, 2008


Mozes da me drzis za raka uste malku
nema da se potrosham
mozes da me poglednes vo oci
barem ednas nema da isceznam
Mozes da ostanes uste malku
Nema da te ukradam
Bez kopnezi I nadezi
anemichna I zbuneta
pred tebe stojam
napravi nesto so mene …
Podadena, prodadena, podarena
pred tebe stojam
napravi nesto so mene.

Izmamena, osamena , razdadena
Pred tebe stojam
no ne stoime na isto mesto cinam -
jas pred tebe sum
a ti nekade daleku -
izguben, istroshen, razdaden nasekade
nekade se barash…
kako da ne znaes deka
veke odamna vo mene si preselen

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Dragon


Like a dragon with spread wings
you attack my thoughts
weak and naive they surrender
without resistance
Like a dragon without home
you fall a sleep in me every night -
sleepless and lonely
I keep your dream from winds
Like a dragon you wake up
like an angel you sleep
like water you fled me

There is some sadness


There is some sadness in that stone
beyond the form and the
intention of the sculptor ...
Did he waited too much
to be touched
or wanted to remain one whole with the mountain?

There is some sadness
in that stone..

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Different


I measured my heart today
And realized its perfect size
to fit you in
No space for anything else
For anybody else
I measured my heart today
And it’s lighter than it was
It’s brighter than it was
It’s bigger than it was
I measured my heart today
Just to check is it still here
Cause I feel strange lately…
Can’t hear my fears,
Can’t measure the beats
Can’t connect with the brain…
I measured my heart today
And guess what
Everything is on the same place
as before
Just it feels different…

Saturday, February 23, 2008


You put me in a place
of timeless spinning
in the universe of confusion and drunkenness
I can no longer recognize the seasons
not even distinguish day from night

If I say something know that its a lie
cause the all the words are now
against me
all of them protest to define
what I'm feeling now

You put me in a place of hunger
where only desired food is a
seed from your essence
you erased me from existing
Im no longer here
I am there with you
in the place of all beginings

Friday, February 22, 2008


Me stavash vo vrvot na ochajot
Na rabot od ludosta
Vo bezdnata na nadezta
Na rtot na osamenosta.

Vo prostorot na bezvremenosta me stavash
Vo karpa me pretovri za nok
Na krajot na svetot me frli za mig
Me izbrisha od mapata na postoenjeto
I me precerta vo sebe si….
Kade si..kade sum? Kade me odnese so tvoite misli ne znam
Cekoram izgubena I spomen nemam ni za denes ni za vcera…spiev li, sonuvav li, te sonuvav li, sonuvam li ….
Nemam ideja
Site idei mi se nedofatni
Sekoja misla dalechna
Opiena sum I otruena od tvojte vozdishki
Kade si? Kade me odnese?

Thursday, February 21, 2008


I can't even start a poem
its your fault....
you don't listen my voice...you can't see me
you can't remember my face.
I can't even finish a poem
its your fault
you don't sleep to dream me
you betrayed me everyday
with the whole world
where you stand like a stranger
just like me
I can't even write a poem....

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

fog


I can feel your thoughts of me
They linger with days and nights
Around my lips and beseech me
to call your name

I can smell your presence in the winter nights
when you try to heat up by some other, cold fires

Have no regrets,

Forgiven are all your attempts to forget me,
To replace me, to erase me,
You traveled for million years to find me
and Now when you did
the fear fogged your eyes

Have no regrets,

My thoughts will never give up flying
to linger around your lips
For months and years,
to beseech you
To call my name

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Somewhere



Somewhere far from here its night
and collective death takes place
and here is sunny day in the train.

Somewhere far from here
there is nothing but the ocean
here -walls and broken bridges.

I wish somewhere was here
and here was there

in the sunshine where all things are sealed.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Oneness


Drag me in that small hole
where you usually avoid to enter.
Cover me with that emptiness
which you usually fear to show.
Call me "yours"
cause that is what I am
Present only as reflection in
the eyes that you wear.
The longer I look the more I forget
where me ends and where you starts,
so come on, hurry up and drag me
in that small hole of oneness.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Distance


I've never should've let your hands ...
... now what I have between the fingers
is emptiness and distance. 

When you look at your mirror
when you look closely in your eyes,
don't you see me there ?

You should've never let me go
in that cold day ...
... and now what you have next to you 
is emptiness and distance.

What we have  now is less than what we had before we met
It should've be this way. 

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

More Rumi

When your chest is free of your limiting ego,
Then you will see the ageless Beloved.
You can not see yourself without a mirror;
Look at the Beloved, He is the brightest mirror.

Let the lover be disgraceful, crazy,
absentminded. Someone sober
will worry about things going badly.
Let the lover be.



When you find yourself with the Beloved, embracing for
one breath,
In that moment you will find your true destiny.
Alas, don't spoil this precious moment
Moments like this are very, very rare.

With the Beloved's water of life, no illness remains
In the Beloved's rose garden of union, no thorn remains.
They say there is a window from one heart to another
How can there be a window where no wall remains?

Monday, January 28, 2008

To the Beloved- devoted to Rumi


I am dedicating this month to -Jelaluddin Rumi, the 13th century mystic poet, was truly one of the most passionate and profound poets in history.  Now, today his presence still remains strong, due in part to how his words seem to drip of the divine, and startle a profound rememberance that links all back to the Soul-Essence.  Born in what is present day Afghanistan in 1207, he produced his master work the Masnawiwhich consists of over 60,000 poems before he died in 1273.  The best way to fully say in words his impact, is that he has the ability to describe the Indescribable, Ineffable-- God. 
Rumi's poetry have the power to change people hearts, to transform passive into active energy, to heal your heart and to lift you up to the sky to become one with the Creator. I find his words penetrating directly to my higher emotional intelligence and bringing my wandering self to the source of creativity.All his poems are about love....his words are coming directly from the spirit of love, the Creator, the one that is waiting to be waken up in ourselves. The beloved.
Out Beyond 
Out beyond ideas
 of wrongdoing and rightdoing,there is a field. 
 I'll meet you there.

When the soul lies down in that grass,
the world is too full to talk about.
Ideas, language, even the phrase each other
doesn't make any sense.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

by Rumi


The Taste of Morning

Time's knife slides from the sheath,
as fish from where it swims.

Being closer and closer is the desire 
of the body. Don't wish for union!

There's a closeness beyond that. Why
would God want a second God? Fall in

love in such a way that it frees you
from any connecting. Love is the soul's

light, the taste of morning, no me, no
we, no claim of being. These words

are the smoke the fire gives off as it
absolves its defects, as eyes in silence,

tears, face. Love cannot be said.

Friday, January 25, 2008

Between all things


Between all the lies I know you are the purest
Cause all this world is lie in a lie
And all my eyes can reach is only a copy of your face

You are the sun behind the sun
You are the heart of my heart
You are the essence in my form

Where do I rush when I only
want to meet you?

Am I going to meet myself when you come across?

I am erasing all created by human
And I call you to enjoy the view with me
You will see that there will be nothing left-
But You and Me
As it was at the beginning.

Once I was Ocean and You was the water in the Ocean
Once I was space and You was the air in the Space
Once I was time and You was the eternity in the Time
Once I was You and You was Us

In these long days of pollution
I can still remember you in the moments
I forget about myself ...
I'm longing to be with you again my Love
in that Your Universe
of perfect innocence of being

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

When the lovers meet they exchange their skins


When the lovers meet they exchange their skins

 

Only The Lover knows what waiting means

Without sand’s watch, 

without the Sun and the Moon

He feels the time passing on his skin

-skin longing for touch , burning for warmth

Dying for replacement.


 

Monday, January 21, 2008

White nights


White Nights

 

Only the anger can save me from this helpless love of mine

Deceived, betrayed, abandoned, insulted –

With every second I inhale

 I only wait

for more of the same poison

Kiss me even if that means pain

Hold me even if that means prison

Punish me even if that means You

 

Don’t ever leave this room of waiting

Don’t ever open this window of expectations

Don’t ever fall a sleep on this bed of dreams

-for I will take you with me there forever

Haunted soul between the sky and the earth you will become

Mine forever my Love

Don’t ever ask me to let you go

Cause for letting you go would mean

Waking up

And it is too late for me to wake up

In this pitch black night of longing

For your surrender.

Once the night is over and you wake up

You will miss me

-as the night miss the darkness in the White Nights.

 

Hidden



Hidden like a 
sunshine under the chair 
every second look you 
send far away from me
hits the wall of my fear
I wanna smell your lips 
with my hair 
I wanna hear your heart 
with my skin
I wanna touch your eyes
with my breath

Hidden like a cat's dream 
in a winter night
your trails vanishes from my memory.
Left alone with fake fantasy
I dream of ghosts -
they all claim to be your twins
but non of them knows my name.

Hidden like the fears you have
the night comes to ask for 
revenge -
we've took too much hours
 adding more night in the mornings
-the hours in which you hide me in your shadow. 

Saturday, January 19, 2008

The other half


Half of the mirror you've seen
-the other half is me.
half of the stars you've counted
the other half are your eyes.
Half of the ocean is empty
the other half are my tears.
Half of this is true
the other half  you know it
from your dreams.
Half is not enough
to make this half empty
still, half is not enough 
to make this half one whole.

Sunday, January 06, 2008

U


Upside down I am kissing U
U and always U
and forever U 
and everywhere U
U-who is my sister's brother but not mine
U who comes in dreams to remind me 
that all created and all imagined is 
for U and because of U. 
U who knows all my smiles 
and takes all my thoughts 
away from all that isn't U.
Upside down we sleep
like twins 
upside down U turn  the time
2 meet me in places forbidden for many. 
U U U U U
U with no name
no face
no voice
U with  all I need to die for. 
Tonight I put the secret key to my dreams
on the tree of forgetting. 
Take some leafs when U steal that key
and put them in front of my door
I hope the smell to wipe the memories 
in the mornings when I wake up looking for U...
everywhere....