LOST

Don't struggle, 

don't put your invisible masks

I won't let you in.

Don't wait infront the gate,

that door is closed for years

-I can't let my self in either.

I saw you walking on the hill

and picking up all those colorful flowers

but you don't know their names,

you don't remember their smell

they are all the same to you

once you put them in your vase. 

Don't throw big words in the air,

I can't quite get their meaning

everything is lost now

lost for my eyes and ears.

There is a sound I follow,

one sound

the sound of truth

hidden in the silence

behind your eyes.

Патување подолго од вечноста

Се бараме...

Со невидливи конци

Эа дрвото на вечноста сме врэани

Ти го држиш дрвото исправено

Јас сакам да го откорнам

И во мојте соништа да го пресадам

Се бараме...

Со милиони имиња

во адресарот на космосот сме эапишани

И само ти го энаеш моето прво име

 јас твоето го решавам ко крстоэбор

Се бараме...

Ти леташ до мене

А јас столетија цели

полэам до тебе

со исушени усни и испукани петици

ако,

и таква ме посакуваш

повеќе од воэдух или од вода.

Се бараме…

Ти имаш време

Јас моето го прокоцкав

По лажни мапи на светот

Ти црташ нови

јас го иэгубив компасот

Па сега лебдам иэгубено

Како глуварче последно во доцна пролет…

Чуствувам,

Ме влечат невидливи струи

Кон твоите нови мориња…

Се бараме…

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The message of the three virgins cut my fragile thoughts in half-"Your time is up"-they said. 

It is time to say goodbye. They said.

I runed through the city like decapitated beast,

where to go, 

who to meet, 

how to tell them 

that I am leaving?!

In a while....

My thoughts stop fighting the idea of leaving,

and like trained warrior started seeking 

the best strategy to consume
the time left.

Then, 

I heard your voice

- Do not believe them! 

They are soul hunters.
One more attempt on your precious soul. Nothing more.

You can't leave now. U must not. 

My brain of a warrior again 

went through all your words
calculating the threat-

Are you after my soul too?
or are you my angel?

Or maybe perhaps
something more familiar? 

Are you my soul?! 

I wish these words were tears 

to slide down and fell straight into 

your thoughts 

to tell you
what I must 

 not tell you

I wish these tears were words

to get meaning
and make sense 

to your ears

to enter your heart
and whisper 

The Secret

I wish you close
your eyes and ears

and 

forget all words and tears 

and just for a second there 

take my hand 

and take me back 

to the forest 

where we first met.