Cursed Sunshine

In this ocean of
longing
for your coming
I am
just a microscopic fish
-silent, calm and sometimes
colorful.
You send light to my ocean
and water to my universe
you bring joy to this waiting
and meaning to these waves.
But some days more then other
I miss you
and I curse the water you send
and the sunshine that keep us apart
- you are inside me
but I want you next to me
I want you to take one human form
and come to me
not just as a light
I remember the promised "island" of loneliness
that you showed me,
and I know that I am week and
foolish for being just a transparent fish
that cries for your colors.

Drugo nebo

Izgrebana ljubovta mi ja vrati vo cetiri sabajle. Bez da zvonish i tropnesh na vrata, preku prozor ja frli i izbega. Ne znaes ili ne sakas da znaes deka za zidot me zalepi taa ljubov sto ja frli kako vrel kosten nazad vo moite race. Cekoris sega sam niz tunelite na moite sonishta barajki mesto za son. Ne ke najdes mesto za pokoj ni vo sonot mi ni vo sonot si . Pobaraj drugo nebo za proshka.