Different

I measured my heart today
And realized its perfect size
to fit you in
No space for anything else
For anybody else
I measured my heart today
And it’s lighter than it was
It’s brighter than it was
It’s bigger than it was
I measured my heart today
Just to check is it still here
Cause I feel strange lately…
Can’t hear my fears,
Can’t measure the beats
Can’t connect with the brain…
I measured my heart today
And guess what
Everything is on the same place
as before
Just it feels different…

You put me in a place
of timeless spinning
in the universe of confusion and drunkenness
I can no longer recognize the seasons
not even distinguish day from night

If I say something know that its a lie
cause the all the words are now
against me
all of them protest to define
what I'm feeling now

You put me in a place of hunger
where only desired food is a
seed from your essence
you erased me from existing
Im no longer here
I am there with you
in the place of all beginings

Me stavash vo vrvot na ochajot
Na rabot od ludosta
Vo bezdnata na nadezta
Na rtot na osamenosta.

Vo prostorot na bezvremenosta me stavash
Vo karpa me pretovri za nok
Na krajot na svetot me frli za mig
Me izbrisha od mapata na postoenjeto
I me precerta vo sebe si….
Kade si..kade sum? Kade me odnese so tvoite misli ne znam
Cekoram izgubena I spomen nemam ni za denes ni za vcera…spiev li, sonuvav li, te sonuvav li, sonuvam li ….
Nemam ideja
Site idei mi se nedofatni
Sekoja misla dalechna
Opiena sum I otruena od tvojte vozdishki
Kade si? Kade me odnese?

I can't even start a poem
its your fault....
you don't listen my voice...you can't see me
you can't remember my face.
I can't even finish a poem
its your fault
you don't sleep to dream me
you betrayed me everyday
with the whole world
where you stand like a stranger
just like me
I can't even write a poem....

fog

I can feel your thoughts of me
They linger with days and nights
Around my lips and beseech me
to call your name

I can smell your presence in the winter nights
when you try to heat up by some other, cold fires

Have no regrets,

Forgiven are all your attempts to forget me,
To replace me, to erase me,
You traveled for million years to find me
and Now when you did
the fear fogged your eyes

Have no regrets,

My thoughts will never give up flying
to linger around your lips
For months and years,
to beseech you
To call my name

Somewhere

Somewhere far from here its night
and collective death takes place
and here is sunny day in the train.

Somewhere far from here
there is nothing but the ocean
here -walls and broken bridges.

I wish somewhere was here
and here was there

in the sunshine where all things are sealed.

Oneness

Drag me in that small hole
where you usually avoid to enter.
Cover me with that emptiness
which you usually fear to show.
Call me "yours"
cause that is what I am
Present only as reflection in
the eyes that you wear.
The longer I look the more I forget
where me ends and where you starts,
so come on, hurry up and drag me
in that small hole of oneness.

Distance

I've never should've let your hands ...

... now what I have between the fingers

is emptiness and distance. 

When you look at your mirror

when you look closely in your eyes,

don't you see me there ?

You should've never let me go

in that cold day ...

... and now what you have next to you 

is emptiness and distance.

What we have  now is less than what we had before we met

It should've be this way.