Hidden

Hidden like a 

sunshine under the chair 

every second look you 

send far away from me

hits the wall of my fear

I wanna smell your lips 

with my hair 

I wanna hear your heart 

with my skin

I wanna touch your eyes

with my breath

Hidden like a cat's dream 

in a winter night

your trails vanishes from my memory.

Left alone with fake fantasy

I dream of ghosts -

they all claim to be your twins

but non of them knows my name.

Hidden like the fears you have

the night comes to ask for 

revenge -

we've took too much hours

 adding more night in the mornings

-the hours in which you hide me in your shadow. 

The other half

Half of the mirror you've seen

-the other half is me.

half of the stars you've counted

the other half are your eyes.

Half of the ocean is empty

the other half are my tears.

Half of this is true

the other half  you know it

from your dreams.

Half is not enough

to make this half empty

still, half is not enough 

to make this half one whole.

U

Upside down I am kissing U

U and always U

and forever U 

and everywhere U

U-who is my sister's brother but not mine

U who comes in dreams to remind me 

that all created and all imagined is 

for U and because of U. 

U who knows all my smiles 

and takes all my thoughts 

away from all that isn't U.

Upside down we sleep

like twins 

upside down U turn  the time

2 meet me in places forbidden for many. 

U U U U U

U with no name

no face

no voice

U with  all I need to die for. 

Tonight I put the secret key to my dreams

on the tree of forgetting. 

Take some leafs when U steal that key

and put them in front of my door

I hope the smell to wipe the memories 

in the mornings when I wake up looking for U...

everywhere....  

I swear by Rumi

I swear, since seeing Your face,

the whole world is fraud and fantasy

The garden is bewildered as to what is leaf

or blossom. The distracted birds

can't distinguish the birdseed from the snare.

 

A house of love with no limits,

a presence more beautiful than venus or the moon,

a beauty whose image fills the mirror of the heart.

                                                             

Show me your right hand

and that secret smile

you hide;

Show me the left hand 

and those small lies 

you dare to have;

show me night 

and that moon behind the clouds,

show me the whole world and my self

cause from here where I stand I 

can only see your eyes. 

Looking for my babe

Big are my shoes for these big streets

where I can't find a fountain

I can't find a fish.

Big is my umbrella for this big rain 

for this small body 

hidden in your shoes.

Looking for my babe

I cross the bridge of fire

looking for my babe

I found my self lost. 

Just before

Just before today it was yesterday

just before me was someone else

just before I open my mouth 

I lost my initial thoughts 

Woman in Love

Know nothing

fear nothing 

expect nothing-

Woman in Love

Closer

Come closer to the fire

to feel the distance between the things.

Sit in the fire 

to feel the closeness 

with yourself. 

Become the fire

to forget both.

Kraj

Pretending that you are sleeping

you try to drag the time in your dream

and hide me there with you.

Sad I sit next to the window

which I want to open 

and see that it is Sunday

but outside- cold and unknown people.

 You sleep pretending 

that you are not noticing me

when I wake up to leave

dreamless,  speechless, confused...

Pretending that you don't know

that I'm not coming back

your look follows me till the end...

Is this end...? 

Folder-Empty

A secret from 

an empty heart I've
pulled out for you.
Secret like a curse
for for all mornings
that you've cherished
without me.
Whispering to your ears
this secret will wake you up
every new morning from now.
A cursed secret- not to be able to hear it
not to be able to remember it
just to feel it all the time...
like a small stone in your shoes,
from which you want to get rid of;
like a mosquito which comes to your ear
but every time you try to catch it he is not there anymore;
like a Trojan virus in your files...
FINAL WARNING!
... I am now sending my secret
to wake you up 

when I can not ....

Blue

Calm or cold?
pure or freezing ?
like the high sky free or like the deepest waters lonely ?
Which blue did you used for painting the walls of your heart?
Is it me or is it you
color blind?

Night over Tokyo

Night is coming over Tokyo.
Shifting east for west one bird crossed the sky.
Night is coming over Tokyo.
The distance chimney
sends black smoke to my white shirt.
Night is coming over Tokyo.
Crossing the bridge one lady
drop a tear under her umbrella.
Night is coming over Tokyo...I think.
All the lights are on and I can't be sure
if the night is here or it is night all the time.
However, I heard on the news...night is coming over Tokyo.

Na vrvot ti

Skalila mnogu
na vrvot ti- nasmean i tivok.
Sonuvav son za pesna nebeska
vo nea sega te prepoznavam.
Ke ceka rajot - reche i izlaza,
koga jas ne te cuvav vo sonishta
mi te zema na izmama.
Svitkana breza
na zemja potprena
ceka dozd.
Ceka buri i uragani.
Se da se izbrishe
nov svet da se sozdade.
Neboto e tivko. Tazen e vozduhot. Sonceto od sram denes ne izgreva.
Nevesta vo belo trcha po polinja. Sama.

Even the sky knows

Overlapping shadows on
unknown land
draws a circle.
All the trees and even the sky knows
why the Sun
made a mistake making
two shadows from one figure.
All the clouds and even the Sky knows
and you are still asking me.
- Why?

Ending

Here I'm ending
close to you
and everything seems
as at the beginning.

Calm and New.

Centuries are passing by me

Stavena vo tegla, konzervirana, zatvorena, pritisnata do bolka- Bolka.
Boli so rezervi I bezrezervno gi razoruzuva site moi vojnici sto gi branat zidovite na osamenosta.
Kade ostanuva vremeto koe go potroshiv. Tegli –polni so vreme, ispolneto I prazno, moe vreme bez tebe vo nego. Sonuvam deka baknuvam…kogo li? Delovi od tebe I hibridi cudni na luge poznati I nepoznati. Krvni vrski bezvrska povrzani so tebe. Na kamenot na ludosta stojam . Me bolis, mnogu me bolis. Site teorii I nauki za lesno lebdenje I crtanje krug vo svojata senka se nezaokruzeni bez tebe vo niv. Smisla razdelena na dve-besmislenost. Kade li me baras se prasuvam? Dali mozebi vo tugi oci me prepoznavas, se plasam da pomislam…Si prestanal da me sonuvas-sonuvam….I kraj nema ova vrtenje vo krug. Ti pak izviras od tamu od kaj sto te gonam I doagas vo noki koga nema mesto za tret. Kako da se plasis da me izgubis, a ne si me ni nasol. Zosto li ti treba tolku mnogu vreme… Vekovi pominaa pokraj mene samo vo eden zivot. Vekovi osudeni na vetrishta I praznina. Prazninata ponekogas me polni I prestanuvam da se sekavam na tebe. I togas doagaat novi vetrishta koi podmolno te butkaat pod vratata na mojata dusha. Kako severen veter vleguvash I se provlekuvas vo koskite i podlaboko od toa. Laden e vetrot sto si odi….laden e toj vetar, znam... no za mojata studena soba e potopol od ognen zdiv.
Te nosam niz sonishta kako prokletstvo.
Bolka si ti.
Bolka sto me leci I poseduva.
Bolka si ti.
Bolka sto doaga kako podarok, si odi kako kazna.
Ostani tamu kade sto me baras…ili jas da ostanam tamu kade sto me naogas.
Ke te zaklucam vecerva vo sonot mi, ke te vrzam, ke te magepsam, ke te zatvoram , ke te opijam, ke te uspijam….Tuka ke se budis , tuka ke zaspivas.
Tuka ke me baras, tuka ke me naogas.Tuka ke te baram, tuka ke te naogam.

The World

Stay

Pulling the curtain
the afternoon light spread all over your skin.
I'm jealous already.
I buried all my face into your hair getting drunk from your smell.
I keep it in me. I forgot to exale...
Night is my enemy,
dream is my hope
morrning is my punishment.
Stay.
I know somebody is waiting you for dinner.

Thinking

To think that I am not going
to think of you anymore
is still thinking of you.
Let me then try not to think
that I am not going to think of you.

Takuan