Friday, December 26, 2008

In the Fish's belly



Од едно Море

Тој носи бисери во меѓу прстите,
и тоништа морска вода во очите
и бродишта тешки кои
бавно тонат во мислите ми
кога ќе ме погледне.

Тој го носи Ветрот на плеќите
и кога усниве неговите ќе ги допрат
личи на стогодишна измазнета
школка собрана покрај брегот.

Тој ништо не знае
и ништо не сеќава
кога јас ката-ноќ
во сонот му се прикрадувам
да му го украдам Морето
и да го вратам
во Изворот
таму каде што припаѓа.

*****


He has Pearls in his palms
and tones of sea water in his eyes 
and ships that sank in my thoughts 
when he look at me 

He wears the Wind on his shoulder 
and smells like sunrise 
and feels like surface of a finest shell 
when my lips touches him

He knows little 
and senses nothing 
when I enter like a fish 
every night in his dreams
to steal his sea 
and take it back to the source 
where it belongs 

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Best time of the day


Why do I wander in these 
small holes of your dreams 
longer then time
wandering that brings me
 closer to the Sun 
 closer to the Circle

You put a look on me 
as a fire in the water 
and then run away 
in the shelter of your shame 

God didn't meant to 
make the day so long 
but hence he was waiting for 
you to come to me 
too long even for the Moon
waiting for her Lover
but she always falls a sleep 
too early 
those small substances of time 
are the best time of the day 



Friday, November 07, 2008

The boy who is looking for his love


She doesn't have a name
but he follows her 
She doesn't smile back
but he holds her hand 
She is always tired 
and drifting far 
but he bend his head slowly 
to whisper to her ear
sweetest words 

They sail to the East side 
when the sun goes West
and sail back West
when the night come
and all the stars whisper
to her ears
"Open your heart, 
your lover is here. 
Not across this Ocean
not behind this Moon
not across this sky."

Just a small breeze of love 
and 
 the sleeping boy woke up 
looking for his love among millions 


Come closer


I let you speak 
not because I understood your language 
but because my ears couldn't get 
enough of the voice that 
drunken them 

Unknown happiness
 from gazing at you
made these eyes smile 
like a child 

And just for a second there
as I blinked,
lost the center
 and 
you took away all the blessings 
in just 
one 
move

Come back to  this island 
Give me back my freedom 
as I'm trapped in you
Don't pretend not to notice
my helplessness 
all the weakness in the mirror 
are gifts for your ego
Come, come
and come closer 
The first time I lost your presence 
I almost lost my senses
being deluded 
by the scent of desire 
the second time 
you granted me with your presence 
I understood the meaning 
of the scent that deluded me 
Come, come
and don't fear to come closer 




Thursday, October 16, 2008

Ete ti

Ete pak ti 
uspevash - svetot moj da go zavrstish i pak da ostanesh vo centarot. 
Ete pak ti
uspevash-bez i malku trud da me premestis na tvojata dlanka
Ete pak ti
uspevash da lichis na film koj jas bi go rezirala
Ete pak ti 
uspevash da me naterash da pisuvam bez ritam
Ete ti, pak 
ne trepnuvash pred moite vozdishki :
nemo plovish kon krajot na ovie spomeni:
i ovoj mig za tebe e vo minatoto:
 pred tebe jas a ti vo
senkite na nepovratot me barash


Thursday, October 09, 2008

House of Love


The Ants 
built the House of Love
and invited people 
small enough 
to enter the
door of Happiness 

On those capital letters
 I didn't put my bet 
not knowing 
that the House is Yours
and the door is mine
I've been opening and closing 
this gateway 
sometimes unwillingly
other times 
unfortunately! 
Does it takes a lifetime 
to know 
that the one I need to allow 
to the House
is myself. 
You come at night
to the place in the Universe
where I rest my soul
to remind me
of 
HOME
Then 
again you place me 
in the Center
of the 
World 
that doesn't 
means anything to me
without You! 

A Walk in the Dark


As we walk the valley of loneliness
your steps reads my absence 
my face
 is not a mirror 
but a frozen lake 
-you'll find nothing on it 
of the wind you blew 
and 
those small things that you didn't said
and those big inches of distance 
that wraps us
makes me feel as a 
gift
forgiven in an antic shop
For a moment there
walking along the valley of starless night
I become to see-
the feet getting tired 
from these stones
are only one pair
and the other pair  
walks the path  to my heart
for a very long time
As a wild animal
lost in the forest
I start running back
to your trails
that leads  to familiar path
If you get there before me,
please wait!
Even a shaman can lose his way
to the treasure of wisdom
and 
this prophet of love too,
also get lost 
in the starless nights


Thursday, October 02, 2008

All or nothing (inspired by Lust,Caution)


 
You was never alone...
there was some shadow in front of you while 
you talked to me
a bag on your shoulder heavier then my look
while you walked with me
a someone
someone 
someone 
a someone 
waiting for you on the shore 
while you was drowning with me 

You should never enter a river 
if you are afraid of water
neither cross a bridge
 if you are afraid from end
never read this poem 
if you are poisoned by meanings 
or call my name 
when it doesn't sound right between your lips
Leave that someone you haven't seen
 abandon Self
and then come to me
again 
You surrender your All or nothing
thats the deal


Thursday, September 18, 2008

Some statistic


Was I too far for your eyes
or too close for your whispers 
Was it too early for a moon-watch 
or too late for a sunrise 
Haven't we earned  
in the past millenniums
 of wandering
around the volcano of desire
to see the butterfly's dream 
in a blink? 
Have you count the times
when you actually mistook 
a worm for a butterfly? 
Have it ever occurred to you 
that they are 
both -a worm and a butterfly
in the same time
and neither is possible without 
each-other's existence,
but, sometimes 
they
just reflects differently in your eyes...

Was it too colorful the dream of the worm
for a simple butterflies like us? 

Saturday, September 13, 2008

In The Arc of Your Mallet by Rumi


Don't go anywhere without me.
Let nothing happen in the sky apart from me,
or on the ground, in this world or that world,
without my being in its happening. 
Vision, see nothing I don't see.
Language, say nothing. 
The way the night knows itself with the moon,
be that with me. 
Be the rose nearest to the thorn 
that I am.
I want to feel myself in you when you taste food,
in the arc of your mallet when you work,
when you visit friends, when you go
up on the roof by yourself at night.

There is nothing worse than to walk out along the street
without you.I don't know where I'm going.
You're the road and the knower of roads,
more than maps, more than love.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Open window


I used to know 
if the birds cry or sing
now even my own voice 
seems distant 

I used to walk in my own circle
with days
now even stillness 
makes me tired 

In nights like this
when I sleep with open window
chasing stars for my dream
you can enter as a thief
and take what is yours 


Wednesday, September 10, 2008

忘れ物


I found the wind in my hands 
and the dust in my eyes 
that you left behind 

Tuesday, September 09, 2008


There-between new stars and old lights
I will look for the secret 
hidden from me 
as the day from the night

Here-between today and tomorrow
I will ask the same questions 
again
walking the same walk 
to the wall of confusion 

Inside this balloon of your creation
I will disappear as a bubble -
that is the law of the existence... 
All the comings and all the goings 
are inside of me 
I haven't moved an inch 
from this center 
of circling around my longing 
for You. 

 

Monday, August 25, 2008

As a leaf


Trembling,
falling,
flying ,
transparent
and
easy
as a leaf
you made me feel...

Monday, July 28, 2008

Cursed Sunshine


In this ocean of
longing
for your coming
I am
just a microscopic fish
-silent, calm and sometimes
colorful.
You send light to my ocean
and water to my universe
you bring joy to this waiting
and meaning to these waves.
But some days more then other
I miss you
and I curse the water you send
and the sunshine that keep us apart
- you are inside me
but I want you next to me
I want you to take one human form
and come to me
not just as a light
I remember the promised "island" of loneliness
that you showed me,
and I know that I am week and
foolish for being just a transparent fish
that cries for your colors.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Drugo nebo


Izgrebana ljubovta mi ja vrati vo cetiri sabajle. Bez da zvonish i tropnesh na vrata, preku prozor ja frli i izbega. Ne znaes ili ne sakas da znaes deka za zidot me zalepi taa ljubov sto ja frli kako vrel kosten nazad vo moite race. Cekoris sega sam niz tunelite na moite sonishta barajki mesto za son. Ne ke najdes mesto za pokoj ni vo sonot mi ni vo sonot si . Pobaraj drugo nebo za proshka. 

Sunday, June 29, 2008


After the typhoon

I entered the garden naked

All day picking up tomatoes

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Vrzani


 Vrzani za drvoto na kopnezot milion i nesto godini stoime ispraveni...a sega eden do drug kako za prv pat, kako stranci...
Nemav vozduh dovolno za vozdiv i pogled vo tvoeto more vo koe se nauchiv da plivam koga zaboraviv deka postojam. Na milimetri podaleku od moeto ludilo stois ti so izgubena memorija i izvalkani sonishta. Doaga nekoja druga" jas "da me zameni vo tie momenti na poraz pred realnosta, i glumi ludilo, glumi polosho od koga i da e deka i mene me nema. Begam jas, vistinskata jas, begam vo posigurni hodnici so izlez na more i svez vozduh. Tamu sme nie pak cisti i tivki, kakvi sto bevme koga dojodovme za prv pat na ovaa scena. Te dopiram so vozdishka i se vpivam vo tvoeto telo. Blizu sme do moreto vo koe prestanavme da postoime za svetot a pochnavme da postoime vo sebe i za nas. Tolku mnogu raboti imam da ti kazam...pominati stoletija bez tebe...so eden pogled te zalazuvam i pak begam nazad vo dupkite na realnosta.Tuka stoime jas i ti kako stranci.., kako dvajca koi nemaat mnogu da si kazat. Jas predavnik na sebe si, ti izpraznet bunar vo moreto od nasheto minato. Tamu sum i jas vo taa praznina pochivam, no nemam hrabrost da ti kazam, nemam hrabrost da priznaam. Ke se napolni bunarot eden den so nashata praznina i ke isplivam jas na tvojata povrshina.Ke bide toa poskoro odkolku sto ochekuvash. Pochekaj... 

Sunday, June 22, 2008

the invisible

Sculpting the invisible 
a street artist disappeared before
I drop my coins in his hat.