Ete ti

Ete pak ti 

uspevash - svetot moj da go zavrstish i pak da ostanesh vo centarot. 

Ete pak ti

uspevash-bez i malku trud da me premestis na tvojata dlanka

Ete pak ti

uspevash da lichis na film koj jas bi go rezirala

Ete pak ti 

uspevash da me naterash da pisuvam bez ritam

Ete ti, pak 

ne trepnuvash pred moite vozdishki :
nemo plovish kon krajot na ovie spomeni:
i ovoj mig za tebe e vo minatoto:
 pred tebe jas a ti vo
senkite na nepovratot me barash

House of Love

The Ants 

built the House of Love

and invited people 

small enough 

to enter the

door of Happiness 

On those capital letters

 I didn't put my bet 

not knowing 

that the House is Yours

and the door is mine

I've been opening and closing 

this gateway 

sometimes unwillingly

other times 

unfortunately! 

Does it takes a lifetime 

to know 

that the one I need to allow 

to the House

is myself. 

You come at night

to the place in the Universe

where I rest my soul

to remind me

of 

HOME

Then 

again you place me 

in the Center

of the 

World 

that doesn't 

means anything to me

without You! 

A Walk in the Dark

As we walk the valley of loneliness

your steps reads my absence 

my face

 is not a mirror 

but a frozen lake 

-you'll find nothing on it 

of the wind you blew 

and 

those small things that you didn't said

and those big inches of distance 

that wraps us

makes me feel as a 

gift

forgiven in an antic shop

For a moment there

walking along the valley of starless night

I become to see-

the feet getting tired 

from these stones

are only one pair

and the other pair  

walks the path  to my heart

for a very long time

As a wild animal

lost in the forest

I start running back

to your trails

that leads  to familiar path

If you get there before me,

please wait!

Even a shaman can lose his way

to the treasure of wisdom

and 

this prophet of love too,

also get lost 

in the starless nights

All or nothing (inspired by Lust,Caution)

 
You was never alone...

there was some shadow in front of you while 

you talked to me

a bag on your shoulder heavier then my look

while you walked with me

a someone

someone 

someone 

a someone 

waiting for you on the shore 

while you was drowning with me 

You should never enter a river 

if you are afraid of water

neither cross a bridge

 if you are afraid from end

never read this poem 

if you are poisoned by meanings 

or call my name 

when it doesn't sound right between your lips

Leave that someone you haven't seen

 abandon Self

and then come to me

again 

You surrender your All or nothing

thats the deal

Some statistic

Was I too far for your eyes

or too close for your whispers 

Was it too early for a moon-watch 

or too late for a sunrise 

Haven't we earned  

in the past millenniums

 of wandering

around the volcano of desire

to see the butterfly's dream 

in a blink? 

Have you count the times

when you actually mistook 

a worm for a butterfly? 

Have it ever occurred to you 

that they are 

both -a worm and a butterfly

in the same time

and neither is possible without 

each-other's existence,

but, sometimes 

they

just reflects differently in your eyes...

Was it too colorful the dream of the worm

for a simple butterflies like us? 

In The Arc of Your Mallet by Rumi

Don't go anywhere without me.

Let nothing happen in the sky apart from me,

or on the ground, in this world or that world,

without my being in its happening. 

Vision, see nothing I don't see.

Language, say nothing. 

The way the night knows itself with the moon,

be that with me. 

Be the rose nearest to the thorn 

that I am.

I want to feel myself in you when you taste food,

in the arc of your mallet when you work,

when you visit friends, when you go

up on the roof by yourself at night.

There is nothing worse than to walk out along the street

without you.I don't know where I'm going.

You're the road and the knower of roads,

more than maps, more than love.

Open window

I used to know 

if the birds cry or sing

now even my own voice 

seems distant 

I used to walk in my own circle

with days

now even stillness 

makes me tired 

In nights like this

when I sleep with open window

chasing stars for my dream

you can enter as a thief

and take what is yours 

忘れ物

I found the wind in my hands 

and the dust in my eyes 

that you left behind 

There-between new stars and old lights

I will look for the secret 

hidden from me 

as the day from the night

Here-between today and tomorrow

I will ask the same questions 

again

walking the same walk 

to the wall of confusion 

Inside this balloon of your creation

I will disappear as a bubble -

that is the law of the existence... 

All the comings and all the goings 

are inside of me 

I haven't moved an inch 

from this center 

of circling around my longing 

for You. 

 

As a leaf

Trembling,

falling,

flying ,

transparent

and

easy

as a leaf

you made me feel...

Cursed Sunshine

In this ocean of
longing
for your coming
I am
just a microscopic fish
-silent, calm and sometimes
colorful.
You send light to my ocean
and water to my universe
you bring joy to this waiting
and meaning to these waves.
But some days more then other
I miss you
and I curse the water you send
and the sunshine that keep us apart
- you are inside me
but I want you next to me
I want you to take one human form
and come to me
not just as a light
I remember the promised "island" of loneliness
that you showed me,
and I know that I am week and
foolish for being just a transparent fish
that cries for your colors.

Drugo nebo

Izgrebana ljubovta mi ja vrati vo cetiri sabajle. Bez da zvonish i tropnesh na vrata, preku prozor ja frli i izbega. Ne znaes ili ne sakas da znaes deka za zidot me zalepi taa ljubov sto ja frli kako vrel kosten nazad vo moite race. Cekoris sega sam niz tunelite na moite sonishta barajki mesto za son. Ne ke najdes mesto za pokoj ni vo sonot mi ni vo sonot si . Pobaraj drugo nebo za proshka. 

After the typhoon

I entered the garden naked

All day picking up tomatoes

Vrzani

 Vrzani za drvoto na kopnezot milion i nesto godini stoime ispraveni...a sega eden do drug kako za prv pat, kako stranci...

Nemav vozduh dovolno za vozdiv i pogled vo tvoeto more vo koe se nauchiv da plivam koga zaboraviv deka postojam. Na milimetri podaleku od moeto ludilo stois ti so izgubena memorija i izvalkani sonishta. Doaga nekoja druga" jas "da me zameni vo tie momenti na poraz pred realnosta, i glumi ludilo, glumi polosho od koga i da e deka i mene me nema. Begam jas, vistinskata jas, begam vo posigurni hodnici so izlez na more i svez vozduh. Tamu sme nie pak cisti i tivki, kakvi sto bevme koga dojodovme za prv pat na ovaa scena. Te dopiram so vozdishka i se vpivam vo tvoeto telo. Blizu sme do moreto vo koe prestanavme da postoime za svetot a pochnavme da postoime vo sebe i za nas. Tolku mnogu raboti imam da ti kazam...pominati stoletija bez tebe...so eden pogled te zalazuvam i pak begam nazad vo dupkite na realnosta.Tuka stoime jas i ti kako stranci.., kako dvajca koi nemaat mnogu da si kazat. Jas predavnik na sebe si, ti izpraznet bunar vo moreto od nasheto minato. Tamu sum i jas vo taa praznina pochivam, no nemam hrabrost da ti kazam, nemam hrabrost da priznaam. Ke se napolni bunarot eden den so nashata praznina i ke isplivam jas na tvojata povrshina.Ke bide toa poskoro odkolku sto ochekuvash. Pochekaj... 

the invisible

Sculpting the invisible 

a street artist disappeared before

I drop my coins in his hat.

some Rumi (again)

THE AWAKENING

In the early dawn of happiness
you gave me three kisses
so that I would wake up
to this moment of love

I tried to remember in my heart
what I’d dreamt about
during the night
before I became aware 
of this moving 
of life

I found my dreams 
but the moon took me away
It lifted me up to the firmament
and suspended me there
I saw how my heart had fallen
on your path
singing a song

Between my love and my heart
things were happening which
slowly slowly 
made me recall everything

You amuse me with your touch
although I can’t see your hands.
You have kissed me with tenderness
although I haven’t seen your lips
You are hidden from me.

But it is you who keeps me alive

Perhaps the time will come
when you will tire of kisses
I shall be happy 
even for insults from you
I only ask that you 
keep some attention on me.

Endless

I am walking fast 

to the restless arms

of your love

There is nothing 

that can stop this

wild chasing 

that started between 

my universe of dreams

and

your Universe of Creation

In all sleepless nights

I stretch my hands 

to embrace you

In all shinny noons 

you send warm silk

 to cover me with joy

and remind me of your name

You are never too far

even between these letters 

your shadow lights their meaning

and bring back your love to me

to the place where it belongs-

again and again

It has been a long time

Falling from the sky

straight to my arms

-your sunshine under my 

eyelashes-

there you choose to rest for a while

You smile just as I saw you 

the first time

we all know that smile 

but somehow forgot

and you bring it on your clouds in a rainy day

in  my forest of expectations. 

I need no umbrella to cover this joy

you come as I was crying 

and lift me up to your lips

now I know where I belong

It has been a long time...

since you called my name

it was the first time for me

to hear it in this narrow path Im walking.

Further then this air of illusion 

you sleep between the stars

and light the Universe. 

There I also belong

I know now...

it has been a long time... 

All the way around

I can't forget

I only regret-

for being so quiet,

for being so loud 

for being so cold,

for being so warm...

I can't forget 

I only regret-

for talking for hours

for walking with days

-not straight to you heart

but all the way around.

I can't forget,

I only regret-

for being so stubborn 

and never having any regrets! 

I can't regret

I and how could I ever forget

your presence and 

the sweet-bitter taste of your 

whispers in the night

and those pause you made,

in which you buried all the words

you needed to say.

Really,

I can't forget!